Often times we wonder..."God why!?" No matter how it approaches us, death is nothing that we want to experience, especially a child. Yes, my brother was dealing with things in his life that we will never know, but my God knows all and he had a plan for the time that Larry was on this earth. One year later after his passing, it still hurts, no one knows how to deal with it, we just try to accept it. I am a believer that God heals and he comforts and he will give us that peace that surpasses our understanding. My brother is looking down on me and I pray that one day I'll be able to join him in heaven when my time here on earth is up.